how can i get upset about something without the conviction that i once had if it doesn't matter to the recieving party. time wasting is sort of like that. since we're on the topic of time wasting, this blog is sort of like that. i like to think of it as therapy. so many times have i had to waste time with someone that doesn't know what they want. i know that we can sometimes be distracted and see things in different lights, but how do you see something totally different when looking at another thing for a few moments. does your perception change when you look back at the first thing you were looking at? does something in your mind trigger? i'm not here to answer these questions. and if you can't find the time to read something for your own good because you can't think of it, then i'm wasting my time.